Chapter 1

Her pov

My whole body is hurting. It feels as if a bulldozer has run over me. Yesterday this monster was drunk and in anger he took out his frustration by fucking me. I can't even move. My vagina is sore. I am not even allowed to sleep in the same bed as him . After using my body, he threw me on the floor as if I was trash.  I don't even know when I passed out last night. I need to leave this room. He has even torn my clothes. I need to use the bedsheet to cover me and get out of here.

"Ahh.." I can't even stand.

"Just shut up. Can't I get even a peaceful sleep? What the hell are you doing here? I told you not to show me your face early in the morning. " That monster said.

I put my hand on my mouth to muffle my cries. This is my life since last six months. I have even tried to escape from here but every time my efforts have failed.

" I will ask some maid to make my breakfast. You can go and take  rest." He said.
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At least this monster allows me to go to college. That place is my solace where I get to meet Mansi and Shreya, my best friends. We were roommates. But after our arrangement, I had to shift to this monster's place so that he can fuck me anytime he wants. He uses me as his punching bag. It's relieving that he doesn't damage my face. I have to wear  full sleeved dresses to hide his marks.

Yesterday my friend, Mansi called me to come to her home for a group project. I need to ask him for permission to go. I don't think he will agree. But I have to try. They have been pestering me for a long time. We have to submit this project tomorrow. I told them that we will complete it in the college. We have done our best but some final changes are remaining and it will take at least one night for completion.

His pov

Again she began her crying session in the morning . Why can't she just accept this life? I know I went too hard on her yesterday. But I was angry and drunk. Some bastard betrayed me and I had to suffer huge losses in my business. I don't regret being rough with her. She is my stress buster. I can't leave her. This is her punishment for slapping me. I provide her with everything that a girl needs. Branded clothes , sandals, purse, money. But still she doesn't accept this. I have realised that she's not a gold digger . I have seen that spark of defiance in her eyes . That was what attracted me towards her. I have seen much more beautiful girls than her .Her simple nature and her kindness made me choose her but she dared to reject me. And now she has to suffer. She has become my addiction in these six months. I can't let her leave.

I was having my breakfast. I asked the maid to deliver the breakfast to her room since she won't be able to walk after last night. But she surprised me. I could recognise her scent from a distance. She came towards the dining table limping. She does this only if she wants something from me. Let's see what she wants this time.

"Sir..." She said.

I looked up from my plate paying attention towards her.

"Actually... I .. wanted...to.." she stammered.

I don't understand why she is afraid of me. I haven't done anything to her to fear me yet.

'Really you didn't do anything for her to fear you? ' my consciousness screamed. I ignored it.

"What? Say clearly. I can't understand " I told her.

"Sir, we have to submit a project tomorrow. I need to go to my friends house today for it. Can ... I ... go....please?" She gathered her courage and asked me.

"No." I straightforwardly rejected her request. I can't spend my night without her. Hearing my reply, her eyes shredded tears.

"Sir , please. I need to go.. it's important... I request you..." She pleaded. I don't know why but I couldn't see her tears..

"What will I get in return?" I asked with a smirk.

"What do you want? You have already taken everything from me." She said with anger. My defiance queen is back.

"You have to compensate for today's night in another way. I know you must be sore due to last night's activity. So I need you to please me in some other way." I said .

"What way?" She was confused.

I looked down towards my pants zip and said ,"Please me."

"I... can't... Please..sir.." I enjoyed seeing her so desperate.

"If you have any other way to please me you can do it. I have no problem. Either agree or you aren't allowed to go out." I said resuming my breakfast.

I was shocked by her next step. She came towards me and sat beside me and took a spoonful of soup and pointed it towards my mouth. She asked me to open my mouth and fed me. I was too surprised and felt a different feeling in my heart. My heart started beating fast. Do I have any heart disease? I need to visit the doctor. Whenever this girl uses such tactics and come near me , my heart beats fast. She fed me more and I finished my breakfast staring at her. My trance was broken by her sweet voice and puppy eyes which melted me,

"Sir, are you pleased? Can I go to my friend's house?"

Oh ! I forgot about that. She fed me to please me. She couldn't do it sexually so she used this tactic. And for once I thought she cared for me. She's different. I have never been fed by someone's hand. For the first time, being fed by her hands felt like heaven. But she proved me wrong. She did it to escape today's night. And like a fool I believed that maybe something was changing between us.
So I heartlessly replied,
"No , I am not pleased enough. You should try harder." This brought more tears to her eyes. I took my blazer and began to walk out when she grabbed my wrist.
"What..." I was interrupted when I felt a small peck on my left cheek. She kissed me on my cheek. I looked at her in shock. She hasn't done this before.

"Are you happy now?" She asked looking down. I grabbed her by her hairs and kissed her lips. I was pouring all my frustration and my confusion in this kiss. I could feel her small hands beating my chest in an attempt to escape me. But it didn't affect me . I chewed her lips. She tasted like sweet dessert. Her lips are so delicious. I felt her teeth biting my lips. Maybe they were bleeding. I expected this from my wild kitten. Finally when I saw her eyes closing, I left her lips. She was breathing heavily. I licked the blood from my lips smirking.

"Now I am happy. You can go wherever you want today." I said.

I could hear her cursing me."Beast" she whispered.

"Did you say something?" I said pretending to hear.

She shook her head in fear and said ," No."

"Goodbye, sweetheart. Thanks for the dessert." I chuckled and left.
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Her pov

I went to ask permission from him to go to Mansi's house. I gathered my courage and asked him but he refused. This project is really important. It can affect my career. I pleaded again but he asked me to please him. I was too sore to have sex again due to last night. But he didn't care about my condition. He asked me to give him a blowjob. I couldn't do it. So I decided to use another way to please him. My brother always used to melt in this way whenever I wanted him to do something for me.I usually feed my brother with my hands but I didn't want to do it with this monster.So I used a spoon. I sat near him and put a spoon filled with food near his mouth. He was surprised and took a bite. And then staring at me like a creep he was , he completed his breakfast.

I again used my puppy eyes to ask his permission but he refused. So I used my next step and pecked his cheek when he was about to leave. He stared at me in surprise. Isn't this creep tired from staring?
Then he grabbed me by my hairs and kissed me. That bastard..... It was very rough as if he was pouring his rage into it. I tried to escape by beating his chest with my palms but he didn't move. I bit his lips in anger. I tasted copper in my mouth. I was losing my consciousness due to lack of air. Finally he decided to take mercy on me and left me. I gasped and tried to breathe as much air as possible. I looked towards him and he smirked and licked the blood from his lips. He gave me permission to go.
I cursed him in my mind ,"Beast"
But he heard it. Can he read minds ? Did I say it loud? He left.
This is my life from last six months. I still remember that day. I came to this city with lot of dreams. And this is where I landed up. If only I hadn't met him six months ago.

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